HOW I CAN BE HERE “AIRLANGGA UNIVERSITY” IT’S MY STORY

HOW I CAN BE HERE “AIRLANGGA UNIVERSITY”

IT’S MY STORY

When my Senior high school almost end and I was in third class, I must join the test to the state university in surabaya (like “ITS”) hahahahaha ^^
And ya after I join the test few months later I’ve got announcement  that “I’ve refused”
And  I still remember  ya I failed in some exam to university ........
and I feel so sad after that......
hfttttt, I don’t know why I’m failed if u know I study hard too but I still failed ya maybe god have another way for me.......
next, I feel so depression and frustation inside, I feel Useless, Crazy, Sad etc!!!! when I’m in that condition  My special friend help me and registered me to the last test in UNAIR
and ya I join the last test in UNAIR and I choose Information system its my first choice  and few days again I’ve got announcement  that  "I'm accepted" feel so happy ya for a while but in another side "my special friend refused"
yaps, god give another way to us!!! 

Do u believe in first love in senior high school................???
Yea, my special friend who take me here it’s the first person and my first love in senior high school........ I falling in love at first sight. Hahahaha, but I’m refused. its ok, no problem we still be friends till now .........
#FLASHBACK.......................
I still remember few years ago when I’m in first grade of senior high school. When I’m still cute, shy and innocent
And I see my name and my special friends’s name in Science One......
Yaps, in the first day in the same class we both introduce our self and I’m interested.......... I feel I falling in love at first sight :D
my special friend’s famous person in school and I’m just ordionary person (I don’t like too much talk, quiet person hahahaha)
we’re in the same class till 3 years and it’s long time ya hahaha^^
we discussion about anything, study together, presentation, do EDMODO test together, laugh together and CRY TOGETHERhahahaha njirrr  #alay :D
Time goes so fast and Deep inside I can hold this feeling anymore and ya it’s happen!!!Someday, when I’m in second grade of senior high school. I try to talk about my feeling with using strategion I call this strategion “SMS NYASAR” wkwkwkwk LOL njirrr :D
Yaps, I send message to my special friend the contents of that message’s about my feeling and after I send that message I’ve got answer.
My special friend reply “Hey, what do u mean???”
And I reply again “Sorry, sorry...... I’m wrong send my message to u”
And My special friend reply again “Ehm, Ok”
After that I’m so nervous and afraid if my special friend angry or dishguist with me but ya everything's ok. Like before Like nothing happen  but I know my special friend's just pretend like nothing happen between us..................
And someday after I graduate from Senior high school, I tell the truth to my special friend about  my “SMS NYASAR’’ when we’re still in the second grade, and ya my special friend said  to me 
"I’ve already know it, I know that u love me since long time but sorry I can’t accept that." we just friend no more and I’m happy having friend like u. ur a good person, funny person and ur unique person ya if u know I’m very happy I can be in the same class with u till 3 years ^^

My special friend not choose me and not love me but choose another person and in the same class with me too.......
I’m not envy but sometimes I feel broken inside because my love’s not accepted!!!!hfffttttt like Guns N Roses in his song  “But  U know love there’s one more thing to consider” hahahaha, njirrrr at the least I’m just friend no more than it :D
Hfffttttttt,I hope u know thatI’m so happy god meet me with u and we can be friends till 3 years and ya I have too much memories with u like eat together in cateen, sleep in class, listening music together, ngerumpi,  etc and I’m so thangkfull with u because without ur  help I’m never stand here now!!!
Without ur help maybe I’m never be the Information System Student hahahaha :D tough I never think in senior high school I would be the Information System StudentL

Pfftttt, now how about my study................???
The truth is I’m just happy for a while because ya when study in information system begin it’s so difference and it’s not like what I expected  in senior high school njirrr!!!! It’s hard and difficult because I don’t have basic programming at all wkwkwkwk :D
But, I keep patient and do my best and no matter how hard it is, I never give up!!!! Ganbatte wkwkwkwk!!!!
I know what I face next more hard than before But I just believe this “no matter how hard ur day!!!! If ur failed Keep try till u find the answer and don’t give up ya on ur dream no matter how hard it is, Because if ur give up on ur dream u will suffer more!!!”
I still have a dream.......... big dream.........
Still I chase..............
I hope I can make it happen somedayy...............
Aaaamin...............